what mistake i made?

during my duty at davao regional hospital pediatric department under the supervision of lyra mae jaranilla r.n, on july 28-30, this year, i charted my sample charting to my patient chart, once we are ready to go home the one staff said that the ball pen i used is not totally green because my shift is 3 pm to 11pm. but is blue green.. if you really watch my work its not really blue green it's somethiong green that is not totally green yet the other staff thier also using those kind of ballpen i used... i was scolded by our c.i becuase of that, does i make mistake? or if i made mistake then, is it grave? that we all in the group are scolded?.. i myself agree that i made mistake in using that ball pen but i dont know it is not usable in that institution... i am being blamed by my teacher an even with my groupmate... i feel so tired hearing there sentiments about what happen.. and i feel so low in self esteem.. i dont want to duty again with same teacher because of that situation...
while im in my room, i really figure out why i am gravely blame?.... maybe next time i put blog i can asnwer this question!! for now bye.bye...

blessing! disguise or for truth?

as early as we are fetus we are blessed by God the power to live, we should be happy that for the million of sperm that enter the womb of our mother we are the one that finally made... we are blessed that we have our life to exist in this wonderful world but sometimes made you nostalgic!!!..
bless, blessing, blessed... bless a imple word that comprised the meaning wonderful, thankful and saintful...,
we people believed that once we got the perfect life we are blessed, but thats not all being blessed are making your spiritual life happy without any hasitation or doubt.. even me im not that worthy to be bleesed by GOd to be a happy person today because i made so many mistakes in life that contadict his holy word.. i made so my moves that can be classified as satan work, but why he gave me this life? im not questioning God about my existince , but all in my mind is doubt.. i love my life today that God given me, and i really thankful to God for giving this to me, even though deep in my heart i dont deserve this!!

chasing your own self

it's been a while since i wrote draft in this profile but i guess its good to be back again.. life is full of mystery isnt it? we cant figure out why we are living in this world full of fake things? maybe, just maybe because we are here to find what we should be found for our own greatness and salvation... or maybe we are here to search are own self for us to acknowledge the best thing in life even though its just fake or something!!!..
for today i just realized that eventhough we are not givin the ability to be self actualized but we are given byGOD the ability and power to help other people to actualized thier individual life... we had givin us the oppurtunity to show to other was is the best way for our self and for the others.. brothers and sisters in chirst today we can change our selves to the better way to our LOrd Jesus Crist!!!! may love and blessing showered upon us all!!

valintine day

Valentine's Day

is a holiday celebrated on February 14. It is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other; sending Valentine's cards, or offering candy. It is very common to present flowers on Valentine's Day. The holiday is named after two among the numerous Early Christian martyrs named Valentine. The day became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.
The day is most closely associated with the mutual exchange of love notes in the form of "valentines." Modern Valentine symbols include the heart-shaped outline and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten notes have largely given way to mass-produced greeting cards.[1] The mid-nineteenth century Valentine's Day trade was a harbinger of further commercialized holidays in the United States to follow.[2] The U.S. Greeting Card Association estimates that approximately one billion valentines are sent each year worldwide, making the day the second largest card-sending holiday of the year behind Christmas. The association estimates that women purchase approximately 85 percent of all valentines.[3]

Numerous early Christian martyrs were named Valentine. Until 1969, the Catholic Church formally recognized eleven Valentine's Days. The Valentines honored on February 14 are:
Valentine of Rome (Valentinus presb. m. Romae): a priest in Rome who suffered martyrdom about AD 269 and was buried on the Via Flaminia. His relics are at the Church of Saint Praxed in Rome. [5] and at Whitefriar Street Carmelite Church in Dublin, Ireland.
Valentine of Terni (Valentinus ep. Interamnensis m. Romae): He became bishop of Interamna (modern Terni) about AD 197 and is said to have been killed during the persecution of Emperor Aurelian. He is also buried on the Via Flaminia, but in a different location than Valentine of Rome. His relics are at the Basilica of Saint Valentine in Terni (Basilica di San Valentino).
The Catholic Encyclopedia also speaks of a third saint named Valentine who was mentioned in early martyrologies under date of 14 February. He was martyred in Africa with a number of companions, but nothing more is known about him.
Some sources say the Valentine linked to romance is Valentine of Rome, others say Valentine of Terni.[citation needed] Some scholars (such as the Bollandists[citation needed]) have concluded that the two were originally the same person. In any case, no romantic elements are present in the original Early Medieval biographies of either of these martyrs.
An overview of attested traditions relevant to the holiday is presented below, with the legends about Valentine himself discussed in the end.

another year of my life..

i celebrate our new year in our memorable house in maragusan compostel;a valley prob.. kaon daghan keu...

all i wish this year is a good health for all of us living in this wonderful world..

it's new year.. bye bye 2007 and welcome 2008... i have so much happy memories in 07 and i hope this year will be more exciting and more blessing to come...

reunion again...

it's our third reunion party with my classmate in high school.. it's so fun right there, almost all of our classmate attended the party... we pay 30 pesos only for our food, because we don't have work yet.. we are student still.. as usual in our reunino, we prepare loaf bread, a juice, and junk food and mostly our favorite the bihon.... hahahaha for long lasting life daw....

december 29 the date of our reunion.... this year ulan keu ang paligid... sa ila may ann roslinda me nag gathered.. basta all i can say... we all have the fun.. and fun and a lot of fun!!!

my christmas vacation

huhuihhuhuhuhu... lagot keu! hapit na unta ko maka kumpleto sa 9 dawn mass, pero wala gihapon nako nahuman... i had attended mass 8 days in a raw, but the last morning mass on dec. 24. wala na ko naka simba... mao unta ne akong 1st in history na mahimo nako nga kumpleto ang 9 days dawn mass...... but you know what i have my best chrismas this year... many things happen..... kaon daghan keu!!!!

life as a student nurse..

hi, it's our 2nd week in O.R still i only got (thanks to GOD) minor case which is thoracenteses and wound dressing, its so hard for me to handle in my first time exposure because i got some butterfy in the stomach, so nervous... but richt now, we have are duty with zero case.. we just sleep in the conference room and talk some things which cover topic that is under the sun... then we had our quiz,, im so awefel for that because i onle got 9 over 15 items..huhuhu.. but you what, the best thing that happen to me in the area was i have many food eaten..!! every hour i ate.. hahaha...

it's a love affair!!

i meet a girl with a curly hair, cute eyes, and have an angelic face,and a boyish move you can really notice, i thought i couldn't have any girlfriends,because im so weird and so shy with any girls.. but im wrong..!!! at my 3rd year of school at highscholl days when i met this girl. she was my classmate then.. at first we are friends, but my classmate tease about us, so i feel not comfortable in that sitiution, and she maybe also, so what happened is, we moved a little far from each other so that we will not be teased again.. but sooner, a month before our final i made my first attemt to be good to her, yeah i made my point, i courted her with matching you know!!! with so much effort i made.. as the class ended i know she would be mine.. as summer statred she went to her summer vacation and i went to mine also.. we went in different ways, so we have no communication then... at the class of my last year of being high school student started i met her again... i am stunned then, she quite change, her boyish style are slowly diminishing, but i like what's new to him,.. as october 4 of that year...complete!!!october 4, 2004 she's officially my lover... by that time and the rest of the time, i made so many things that can make her happy.. our relationship by then are my most unforgettable experince.... i loved her so much... on the graduation day... this time is so hard for me, because after this time i can't see her, co'z sshe will go to her old house... again we had no communication.... as i enrolled in tagum which is also away from our province.. in which 4 hours of travel before you reach our hometon... there are things that occured in my mined, what if we had no communication can she be still mine??.. as days pass intensely, our relationship failed to strengten our love.. so by the time we lost our feelings, we parted our ways....and now i am again free.....

A CALL FOR HAPPINESS

AS I SIT AND PRAY JUST HOPIG gOD WILL LISTEN TOO WHAT i HAVE TO SAY,i WONDER IS HE REALLY THERE OR IS IT HE JUST DONT CARE.i DONT ASK FOR MONEY ,GIFTS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT;JUST FOR HAPPINESS AND i DIDNT THINK THAT IT WAS TO MUCH TO ASK.MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH SADNESS THAT JUST WONT PASS;ALTHOUGH i WAIT PATIENT I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN LAST;THE PAIN HURTS DEEP DOWN INSIDE AND THE LONGER IT LINGERS I FEEL AS THOUGH IM GONNA DIE OH GOD I ASK ONE MORE TIME,PLEASE BLESS ME WITH THE HAPPINESS I NEED TOO SURVIVE.
http://library.lovingyou.com/poetry/113/113073.shtml